todae is 24 again..!!! this is my 5th month with my dear bah. was really glad that we can last.. =) but i will be much more happy if last through eternity. lol..!!! jk jk.. hmm, well jus hopes it last long and long and long..like fairy tale. hehe.

Dear,
althought 5 months not very long..but i really enojoy ya companion and ur love..!!! hehehe..really appreciated a lot. u did a lot of things for me bah..? hmm, everytime come down from home jus to mit me..even it is quite late..and meet a while only. i'm so sorry wor. but i really love it. =) even though i always tell you don't come don't come. but deep in my heart, really wish u to come. but i don't wanan waste ur time jus to see me for that few minutes.

still got hmm..yeah. but recently thing bah. hmm, i will try to control it. so sorry to make u sad over that...i will not care less or neglect you about it, i will still remain the same old me u wan me to be. i will jus stop my foolish and selfish thinkin bah. whenever i'm dulan over it..after a while think it over..i find that i'm rather childish to do that. haix..well, i will try nt to hmm..you knww bah. hahahax..

hmm, still gt wat leh..hahax..don't knw lar..hmm, end here bah. anyway stay happy always..=) love you lots and lots..!

wOh..todae was rather a very boring day bah..? schooling as usual lor. quite pleased that my bio manage to at least get a b4. well, although it is still lousy but it's very difficult bah. have to try harder.

the assembly was damn interesting i mus say. the best assembly i ever had during my sec 3 bah. really damn interesting. the lawyer was damn cool though. the journalist is like a piece of dung bah. guess the sch mus have regretted to call upon the him bah. well, for the staff sergant..still average lo. but i jus admire the lawyer. he got the money, everyone hopes for it. he got the power...everything i mus say. quite humurous and inspiring too bah. hahahax..but nah, law is not for me. possible be a family doctor. hohohoho..!

after sch..went to eat with dear..then go home change..went back to sch again for gym training. train train train train. so piss. that _ L like never train at all lor. kaox..keep walkin in and out of the gym to bio charbor. wah lao. pls lar, mai so despo lar. u never met a girl in ur life is it..? jus stop ur bullshit and concentrate on bball. i knw u got 2 more years. i left 1 more year. i don't wanna leave dunman with a hidden talent. i wanna show to the others. wat dunman bball is capable of...wat are the talents...i wanna be my brother. i wanan instill fears in opponent. i don't give a damn about you. you are sometimes arrogant. stop that or u will never improve. i tell you rite now..i gonna win you. i gonna be the key man of dunman next year. i will bring the team to glory even though i'm jus a vice-cap. i got the power...i maybe be arrogant..i knw how to control and be humble. stop ur "style" whenever u score a lot. it would'nt help much. you are...nothing...NOTHING to me.

well, came home from bball lor. play game play and play and play..restart the whole GTA. till certain level very hard to complete..then go bathe bah. then saw dear's msg going to watch amityville. hahahax..good wor. chi ji me. i was stayin the whole dae at home bah..rest of the dae after my bball. then after eatin my dinner..play game again. whole dae is PS2, dear and bball accompanying me. hai..so damn bored. at nite..lucky sis and bro come back early..or else i can commit sucide lor. wah lao eh..then sis give me $5 =p maybe she good mood bah. then give me $10 to go buy wings..then say i wanna eat fish 'n' chips also can. jus buy some wings for her..but aiya..bro and gf at home..so buy 10 wings. hahahahax..

tml training le...national. but still a bit sick. don't know can perform well mah. =( no no mus smile. =)

hai..jus recover from troat..now ma nose is making ma life miserable. todae got back also all the papers le bah. all sucks i guess. i really did very badly..can't believe i can still ensure my mum my marks would'nt drop. wtf am i..jus a liar bah.

almost all so lousy lor. although i pass..but i can't mit my expecetation lor. kenna kan by ms thong. never will forget. "you date too much or u play too much?" hai. i am jus dumb to get so low marks bah. yeah. i'm stupid. bloody bitch..watch out for my next few exams. i gonna make u eat back ur words. NOTHING IS GONNA AFFECT ME.

Well..basically feeling jus fuck bah. hai..very very frustrated..? don't know why bah. is it too long..things are happenin nah. i don't believe. i only believe if problems start it is me bah. yeah, i'm petty. hai..don't know bah. jus sensitive to it. hate it don't wanna hear it. it tenses me up. stops..everything stops..

hai..wtf. again and again and again. had enough and jus fucked up.

petty basturb. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jus can't get it WHY

wth..hmm, could'nt know wat went wrong in my mind. jus kept thinking about that. it should be fine i guess. hai, but jus too high le bah. maybe i'm jus selfish. hope it would'nt get over me. =( but..argh~!!!!!!!! damn lar. cannot tahan man. hope it stops Stops STOPS. if really go on, really can sian tiao. some things may even went wrong man. hai..since it starts get me eating vinegar sometimes..but have to control and stop thinkin much. hope it will not be the cause of the ending of a beautiful life.

aiyo..todae so pathetic. did'nt saw dear at all. bloody hell. so bored. hmm, yesterdae chat till 2 like that? hmm..todae wake up at 1. hahahaha..si bei song. woke up..found out i got one small cut on my finger..lol.

after that went to eat lunch with mum go cut hair. wahahahahahaha..cut till quite hiong. =x hmm, after that got home and call dear. coz alone at home. si bei sian. chat chat a while only. =( hai..then dear go out with her maid liao. oh man, then sian si le. =( miss ya so badly..~ hai..lazy to go on liao. hahahaha

dear..miss ya lots!!! jus now so sorry..play game pang seh you..sorry sorry..

Miss you lots..!!!

finally exam going to finish le. hahahax..so happy bah. but it can be a relief and worry. =s relief no need feel so stress..can concentrate on my bball now during the hols and not forgetin can go out with dear more often le? hehehe..

but aiya..scare my result not good leh. =( pray hard my hard work pay effort bah. as for my biology..hai..seems like a margin pass is good enough for me. i don't ask for much.

tml last paper e-maths..paper 2 and combine sci MCQ. hope i can do well and my dear too.

Dear..jia you wor..!!! tml last paper le.. muackx!

wAh..todae very ke lian liao. kenna pang seh till don't know like wat after english exam, hmm, btw the english exam hai..sux lo. would'nt expect myself to do well in both papers bah. hai..hope it would'nt fail. =(

after exam, went for mam's lesson on periodic table. so sian lo. could'nt stop thinkin about my english exam. sian ji bua. hai..after that saw dear walk past my class..even more sian. thought she go home liao...walk out of the corridor and waited for hong yu and saw dear waiting for me. then wOoOo..!!! shuang..walk faster go find her. but aiya..sad, say she wanna go study with friends at airport. then hai.."oh...lonely liao" hahahahax..but nvm thought hong yu can pei me. but he go his ky. then wah..lan lan lor. jus nice went down to bball court and saw fikri - ma junior..then hai..no appetite to eat alone..then play bball lo. sadden to find out my shootin deteriorating..hmm, after exam mus buck up le. and get ready to chiong for my national final few months b4 selection of national team squad. JIA YOU!!! =x

Play till saw bernard..then me wearin uniform. he wanted to come to me..but i faster "cha bo" with ganesh..hahahaha. faster zhao. in the end he lan lan. anyway my shirt tuck in also. scared wat. =x but aiya..don't wanna see his face. lol..after that went home to play ps2 lor. so si bei sian. after ps2..did my chem and bio..till nite..after dinner. CHIONG ALL OUT. muahahahaha..but me still felt that i'm laggin behind. jia lat..better buck up lots liao. haha.

MID-YEAR...I GONNA BEAT YOU MAN..YOU THIS BLOODY PEANUT.

wOoOo...shuang ar. hahahahahx..get to go out with dear. but did'nt really go out lar. went to study at airport. first went to lib got there early..then lib close..then went to meet dear at interchange. went to take mrt to airport. hahahax..

reach le..the mac so crowded..wah piang. go find got exhibition hall mah..but converted to walkway for those restuarants. hahahaax..and finally study at marrybrown. DeAr..not MARYbrown. hahahahaha..!!! study study study study study...then till some kaopei group pop out beside us. i study bu xia. shou bu liao. so kaopei. somemore got one is butch sia. hahaha..and one more is machiam an ahgua. wth...so er xin.

after studyin..send dear home. wah, like long time never send u home le. hahahahax..went back home after sendin dear home. hmm, eat dinner..no appetite..coz the foods not nice..sian ji bua. come online till now since dinner. hahahahahx..havent study for tml english exam. hope tml i can go on smoothly bah.

----------------------- DeAr, all the best for ur md-year wor..!!! you can do it..believe in urself and don't stress urself. let's go all out this time round and get good grades. soon take the hols to reward ourselves wor! hahahaha!!! I LOVE EU..!!! MUACKX! =) --------------------------------

wOoOo...shuang ar. hahahahahx..get to go out with dear. but did'nt really go out lar. went to study at airport. first went to lib got there early..then lib close..then went to meet dear at interchange. went to take mrt to airport. hahahax..

reach le..the mac so crowded..wah piang. go find got exhibition hall mah..but converted to walkway for those restuarants. hahahaax..and finally study at marrybrown. DeAr..not MARYbrown. hahahahaha..!!! study study study study study...then till some kaopei group pop out beside us. i study bu xia. shou bu liao. so kaopei. somemore got one is butch sia. hahaha..and one more is machiam an ahgua. wth...so er xin.

after studyin..send dear home. wah, like long time never send u home le. hahahahax..went back home after sendin dear home. hmm, eat dinner..no appetite..coz the foods not nice..sian ji bua. come online till now since dinner. hahahahahx..havent study for tml english exam. hope tml i can go on smoothly bah.

----------------------- DeAr, all the best for ur md-year wor..!!! you can do it..believe in urself and don't stress urself. let's go all out this time round and get good grades. soon take the hols to reward ourselves wor! hahahaha!!! I LOVE EU..!!! MUACKX! =)

yEah..today sort of a normal day bah. wake up early in the morning for tution. so tiring..ZZzZzZZzZzZ..after that went to temple for a while..then go home.

::STUDY::
hmm, dear came to my hse today to study..? hehehe..then keep saying her eyes cannot open. lol...ke lian. then come my hse. do a-maths. hahahaha..do and do and do. haiyoh..dear don't forget those basic rules hor..!!! very important you know..? study till 530 like that then me and mum went to bedok and dear came along also. coz took the same bus..? hahaaxx..then on the bus so quiet..did'nt really tok because of mum..somemore mus sit seperately..>.< deAr..so sorry.

hmm, then dear went home stomachache bah..? =( then the bus so damn cold till i alight the bus faster chiong and find toilet. went to mac one.knn..SO DISGUSTING..but hai bo bian..after that went to blk 206 see mum dance line dance awhile..then go makan. then walk walk..went home.

hmm..on the bus. bloody hell. so many weirdos. at first one lao ah ma...board the bus and complain the driver for reckless driving. then tok tok and tok like tokin to herself. after tat behind got one black malay..playing his hp i guess..? play muslim sutra..? bloody hell..-.-''' play till so shuang..me down there.."knn #$%#!$%!$#!$%!#%" after that "nice" muslim sutra..came the CHINESE SUTRA!!! again..one botak chinese guy board the bus..knock the bottle and recite and recite and recite. wah lao..sian ji bua. after that at 201 bus-stop all weirdos alight. AND

PEACE FINALLY!!!